From all the unborn chicken voices in my head

Monday, June 30, 2008

It's been awhile

Listening to Pink Floyd, holding a highlighter in the middle of the night, busy texting on the phone to keep me awake. Alone.

It's been quite awhile and I've neglected this. And hell tons of stuff and perhaps, people.

And not to forget, being neglected as well. Hah, I guess this is the way things go once you hit twenty. No more recesses to bond us together, no more after-school trips to town, yep no more. Was looking at tons of photos I have not uploaded.. *GASP* since 2006.

And I'm not even into this grey and pink layout anymore. We do get sick of things huh? But will you get sick of someone you've known for like, more than 5 years? Oh maybe there are other people you've been with for 10 or 12 years. Lucky you, not everyone can stand being with a friend for such a bloody long time. Much less an annoying one. I've always thought familiarity breeds contempt (note: irritating people only), no?

An attempt at blunt bangs with hair tucked in.

I need a haircut.

Swollen lips. And check out my moustache, I've been too lazy to bleach them. Hah.

And a mindless something now to unwind before I head to sleep.

Essential. . .
1. Make up a name for yourself: fatimah
2. Where were you born? sg
3. And when was this? 1988
4. What are you parents names? KPK and David
5. What is your favourite sexual position? WOOOOOF!

Morning. . .
1. What's your favourite breakfast cereal? twix or honey stars
2. What's the first thing you do upon waking? time check
3. Coffee or Orange Juice? oj
4. Stop to smell the roses or rush to work/school? depends
5. What is your morning bathroom routine? take a pee, wash up, bathe, set, go!
6. Morning breath? :(
7. Toast or pop tart? dont take breakfast
8. Sex in the morning or at night? it should be spontaneous, no?
9. Do you have normal sleeping habits? Is your morning everyone else's night? it's okay i think
10. How many hours of sleep you average? 8 and below. unless i am RRRREALLY tired.
11. Get on the Internet before work/school? nope, i can surf in sch anyway
12. Change your underwear regularly? yes tyvm
13. Sing in the shower? no
14. Flex in the mirror? no
15. Butter or Margarine? butter

Noon. . .
1. What your favourite fast food place? subway / carl's jr
2. Take out, drive thru, or eat in? eat in
3. Bring your lunch or eat from a vending machine? depends
4. Eat in a group or alone? group. im not very social yes but the last thing i wanna do is to eat alone.
5. Would you like fries with that? yes pls
6. Gossip? discuss! heh
7. Do you brush your teeth after every meal? no. honestly.
8. Chew Trident? no
9. Are you eating anything right now? no it's 4.30am
10. Ever had a, how you say, nooner? wtf
11. Favorite TV Dinner: anything mums cooking
12. Favorite Candy Bar: alpen cereal bar, does tt count?
13. Favorite chewing gum: bubblegum
14. Does loud chewing bother you? a little
15. Do you talk with your mouth full? not usually

And Night. . .
1. What is your favourite sleeping position? stomach/face/head down or maybe side. never headup though.
2. Do you dream in colour or black and white? i seldom dream.
3. Do you sleep alone? with soft toy
4. Have you ever been in a bar? yes
5. How about a gay bar? why wld i want to? *heartbreak*
6. Do you drink? yes
7. Do you drink and drive? no
8. How about drugs, do you do those? no
9. Do you carry condoms? no
10. Name something stupid you've done while drunk: umm nothing really cos ive never been pissed drunk
11. Tell me a recent dream: i dreamt of hamsters i think, which is weird cos i dont even like them
12. What are you doing next Saturday night? staying at home to study
13. Will you marry me? if ur thom yorke, yes
14. What do you sleep in? my birthday suit. sorry i ruined your appetite.
15. Kiss and tell? if ur gaspard ulliel, yes

04:10

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Break!

USE PICTURES FROM PHOTOBUCKET TO ANSWER EACH QUESTION. ONLY USE PICTURES FROM THE FIRST PAGE.

What should you be doing right now?

Last time you smoked a cigarette, what brand was it?

Where is your favorite place to nap?

What were doing at midnight?

What was in the last mixed drink you consumed?

What type of shoes do you wear most often?

(but not gladiator lah)

What type of pants are you currently wearing?

Where are you looking forward to going?

If you had to pick up and move to any state in the US, where would you go?

What was the last DVD you can recall buying?

What is/are your dream car(s)?

above will be what i think i want my guy to drive (cos i don't know if i'm able to handle)

What is your current relationship status?

What type of exotic food do you like?

What artist are you currently listening to?

What city do you consider your favorite?

What is your all time favorite band?

What type of car do you drive?

Your favorite color?

If you're going to wear any makeup at all, what is it?

What do you enjoy wearing?

What movie star do you wish you could be like?

What TV star do you wish you could be like?

What was the last good movie you saw that was also a book?

(it was just an okay movie but it has two of my fave actresses and eric bana!)

Do you have any nick names?

What is something you long for?

Where would you get a tattoo if you had to?

(A peace sign on my shoulder / the rainbow on Zui's arm.)

What is your favorite type of flower?

What is your real name?

Would you rather have a cupcake or brownie?

What type of birth control would you use if you had sex in the next hour?

If you had to do drugs, what would be your choice?

Who would you love to have in your bed at this very second?

and

and

altogether, with chocolate sauce.

What is your favorite sea dwelling animal?

How about your favorite land animal?

What is something you don't believe in?

12:57

Monday, June 09, 2008

Have a Break

"Music Shuffle Survey
Put your music player to shuffle and answer the questions about the song.

Song #1
Title and Artist:: Ambulance LTD - Young Urban
What's the first line in the song?: Take it from a well-known man
How long has this band/artist been around?: Probably way before 2003, cos I remember I was crazy about them in late 03/early 04 till now.
Do you have a specific memory associated with this song?: The period when I go to secondary school feeling alone, and all I have was a mp3 player to distant myself away from the class.
Can you relate to any of the lyrics?: Not for this song.
Do you like any other songs by this band/artist?: Ophelia / Primitive (The Way I Treat You)

Song #2
Title and Artist:: The Shins - Weird Divide
Does any part of this song make you laugh?: I don't think so.
What is your favorite lyric in this song?: "It pleases me this memory has swollen up with age.
Even time can do good things to you."
Have you ever seen this band/artist live?: No.
What is the first song from this band/artist that you remember hearing?: Kissing The Lipless
What kind of mood does this song put you in?: Pensive? Lol.

Song # 3
Title and Artist:: Hot Chip - Touch Too Much
Does this song make you think of a certain person?: Nope
What is the last line in the song?: When you said, "it's a touch too much" I knew, I knew
That I'd be walking home again
Are any lyrics in this song suggestive of sex in any way?: It's pretty obvious.
Has any other band/artist covered this song?: Don't think so.

Song # 4
Title and Artist:: The Strokes - Reptilia
What is the 7th line in this song?: "I said please don't slow me down if I'm going toooo fast"
Does the above line have any special meaning to you?: Julian at his sexiest.
Would this song be suitable to play at a wedding?: Not for others (you know the "From This Moment"/"Unchained Melody"/"I Knew I Loved You type of wedding) but heh maybe for me.
Have you seen the video for this song? If yes then describe it.: Watched it some time back, dunno if I rmb correctly, but it's all focused on how the band plays (esp guitar) and Julian's face.
What is this song about?: Probably about some guy wanting to dump a girl. I think.

Song # 5
Title and Artist:: The Strokes - On The Other Side
Would you be embarrassed if someone caught you singing this song out loud?: No.
What is the 4th line in the song?: "Nobody's waiting for me, on the other side."
If you had to give this song a rating, what would it be: G, PG, PG13 or R?: Probably PG/PG13.
Would you be shocked if your parent(s) liked this song?: Yepp, honestly shocked.
Do you find the singer of this song attractive?: EXTREMELY.

Song # 6
Title and Artist: Johnny Cash - Hurt
Can you play this song on any instrument?: No.
Have you ever seen anyone that looks like the singer of this song?: Maybe some caucasian ah peks.
What is the funniest or most clever lyric in the song?: EVERY part of it is brilliant.
Has this song been in any movies?: I don't know.
Does this song make you think of someone?: Not anyone in particular.

Song # 7
Title and Artist: Dashboard Confessional - Screaming Infidelities
What kind of mood does this song put you in?: Happy. Cos DC makes me feel very "young".
What is the chorus of the song?: " As for now, I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out. But as for me I wish that I was anywhere with anyone, making out"
Replace the 4th word of the song with the word "Beaver": "I'm missing your beaver (originally bed), I never sleep." OMG NOW THAT SOUNDS WRONG.
Do you know anyone that hates this band?: Maybe.

Song # 8
Title and Artist:: Lily Allen - Everything's Just Wonderful
Is there a certain memory that you associate with this song?: Wearing a F21 sun dress and Converse sneaker going to Vivo to look at dogs, followed by Daiso for cheap stuffs and having burgers and fries at Carl's Jr at the end.
What is the 12th line in the song?: "It's just the bureaucrats that won't give me a mortgage." if I never miscount.
If this band came to a town near you, would you go see them?: It's a singer in this case, I'd love to go and see her! I like her style.
Have you ever kissed anyone when this song was playing?: No.
Is there anything political about this song?: No.

Song # 9
Title and Artist: David Usher - Black Black Heart
What is your favorite lyric in the song?: "I'm eating all your kings and queens, all your sex and your diamond"
Replace the 2nd word in your favorite lyric with "toilet": "I'm toilet all your kings and queens, all your sex and your diamond"
Is this one of your favorite bands/artists?: Nope, but this is one of my fave song. I've a thing for "dark" songs lol.
Have you ever sang this song out loud?: Yeah.
When was the first time you ever heard this song?: Few years back.

Song # 10
Title and Artist: Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
What is this song about?: LOVE.
Replace the last word in the song with the word "Sparta": You have stolen my sparta.
Does this song get played a lot on the radio?: I don't listen to radio so I don't know.
Where is this band/artist from?: US.
Would this song be appropriate to play at a funeral?: No.

#11 Afterthought of the Survey

Weird, 10 songs played and I don't get any Radiohead. But this was fun while waiting for next lesson to start.

13:55

Saturday, June 07, 2008

I was walking to Pine Garden bakery this morning and I thought of Hazel, cos from what she had written as the return address, she lived just opposite PG.

In the early afternoon, I learnt that she passed away when I logged in to the forum to check out threads regarding F21 and sprees. It was said that her demise was caused by a viral infection after she had a high fever. She was only 23 if I'm not mistaken.

The Kate Mascara Base I bought last year is still lying in my cupboard, unopened. And so are the messages we exchanged.

RIP, though I don't know you personally but thank you for being a wonderful help on FP/LD, thank you the prompt reply when I asked about the shuttle bus, and thank you for selling me your Kate Mascara Base when I needed it.

That aside.

Bought many slices of cake from PG and I polished off two during tea just now. All in all, I bought oreo cheesecake, the "normal" cheesecake, lychee martini, tiramisu, blackforest, pulut hitam, and triple chocolate.

Guess which two's mine?

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Lychee Martini and Pulut Hitam! Heh, I heart uncommon, creative flavours! I don't get it when people go to Swensens/BnJ etc to order VANILLA (especially!) or insert-yet-another-boring-flavour EVERYTIME. It's like, they won't eat anything else except vanilla (I know a couple of such people.)

I mean.. Life is short, so go ahead and try everything once*!

*that won't HURT you.

P/S: His granny cooked Sambal Kangkong (everytime when I visit!) today for me, and my mom cooked Sambal Lady's Fingers for me today too. Do I love vegetables drenched in sambal or what? I feel loved. :)

19:05